blog #1: september 23, 2024, evening

The sun shines, and I'm inside, and I'm still struggling to get a breath in. My lungs are tired. I am tired. Every day really is exactly the same. It's terribly, terribly unfulfilling even though I'm doing everything "right". Anyways, here's Iris because I'm in love and I shouldn't be. "Iris" by the Goo Goo Dolls. This song describes me pretty well, too. "Every Day is Exactly the Same" by Nine Inch Nails.